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It's a good hurt!

Mon Jun 29, 2009, 4:30 PM
I have a reason for not commenting much at the moment; and I'm sorry- I shall start soon, once I get... this... thing... fixed... Since right now I can't think about anything else or concentrate at all.

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WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS THE FEROCITY OF THE CONFLICT WITHIN MY HEART RIGHT NOW!!! IT HURTS SO MUCH AND I'M SO CLOSE TO BREAKING, I AM SUCH A GODDAMN COWARD!! HOW IN THE HELL COULD I LOVE LIKE THIS FOR A YEAR AND NOT SAY ANYTHING!??!?!

FUCK ME- SERIOUSLY!!!

I am soooo mad at myself... I was so close... SO. FUCKING. CLOSE. then I chickened out. AS. PER. FUCKING. USUAL! I mean... seriously... perfect chance... I've had MANY chances. What am I; CHICKEN?!?! YES! I officially have NO SPINE!

Afraid of Rejection, yet afraid to lose him. Which one am I more afraid of? The latter- so I SHOULD learn to GET OVER MYSELF AND JUST DO SOMETHING.... AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!

Fear is only in the mind, but it's taking over all the time- BY THE WAY I LOVE YOU!!!- *FAILS*

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So yeah, I basically had to vent. :3 Don't pay attention to that ^ I'm not an emo-whore who wants sympathy- In fact I'd rather I got a nice slap in the face. But yeah... 8D This is what happens to you when you fall in love- It hurts but it's a good hurt that makes you FUCKING CRAZY!!!

I am fine though. I'll let you know if I manage to fix this.

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  • Mood: Contempt
  • Listening to: When Love Comes Close
  • Watching: Myself FAIL

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=DemolitionReaper:iconDemolitionReaper: Jul 1, 2009, 2:59:12 PM
O: You've inspired me to make a war dog... XD

His name's gonna be Vladimirovich (Vladimir Putin's middle name o3o), or Vlad for short. I think Revnik would get along with him. XD

And get on iScribble ffff D8<333

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~raindancewolf:iconraindancewolf: Jul 2, 2009, 5:27:28 AM
HELL YEAH!

FOOKIN' YEAH! I do rather enjoy the awesome badassery of wardogs... Revnik likes her war buddies, for they are rough and badass like she is ~ <3

Also... 8D; I SHALL TRY... SOON.... LIKE TOMORROW 8D

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=DemolitionReaper:iconDemolitionReaper: Jul 2, 2009, 5:33:20 AM
XDD Badassery indeed! War dogs make for some epic characters. Vlad especially. He was born in Moscow. o3o;;

YAY 8D ~

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